::hidden, film // frugal first thoughts

her heart was a little too open, and then it was too late. she had fallen. she had failed.
and then only light glistened through the streaks of her hair - to the world she was unseen: disregarded
called fool and abandoned.

this was her doing - she knows that. yet she fails to believe it; and until she realizes - she's hidden in the darkness forever.

{self pity & arrogance}

i get dramatic a lot. letting people know about my frustration isn't the best way to handle stress.
i've created a whole new list on how to confront that dramatic side of me.
i'm proud of this list. i do want to add nutella crepes on so badly, but tea sounds a lot more soothing.

+ read Philippians 4:6-7
and the best part of your favorite book
+ listen to Iridescent by Linkin Park
+ talk to someone about it
+ make yourself a cup of tea

+++

i am the student. you are the teachers. welcome to where i write and showcase some photography {primarily on film}, share it with you and ask for what you think - how i should improve; what you like and what you don't like. this is where the more defiant side of me stays; a little more curios and a little bit confused - a christian girl on an entwined path struggling with friends, peer pressure and society as it slowly creeps on the tips of her spine with the unheard ticks of the clock of life ticks tremendously; impatiently waiting for this girl to make her decisions already.